You know what I want to do? Travel. Take pictures. Write stories. Be adventurous.
You know what I don't want to do? Go to school. Do homework.
I'm so tired of school. My grades aren't as good as they should be. My GPA isn't high enough. I just completed 13 years of public school, I'm almost done with my first year of college and I'm realizing more and more with each day how much I hate it here.
Don't get me wrong, I like being out of the house. I like the atmosphere. I like living in the dorms. I like the people that I've met at school. What I hate is the essays, the homework, the projects. Being stuck in an older version of high school that requires more of me than I was prepared to give.
I just wonder if I'm really in the right major. I don't want to change my major 80 times like some people do, but right now, I'm seriously considering if changing my major would be a good idea. *sighs*
I have so many areas of interest. And it seems like I picked the most difficult one. I mean sure, they're all going ot have some level of difficulty. And if I leave nutrition behind, then that will open up another arena of my life with its own difficulties and annoyances. I don't really know if switching anything would make a huge difference, but I suppose it could be worth a shot?
I don't know for sure. All I am doing right now is considering. I haven't taken any steps one way or the other. So we'll see what happens. But I know that I have writing talent - I've been told often enough by more than one person. And I don't say that to be cocky, I promise. I would like to think that I have an eye for photography - and Lord knows that I enjoy it well enough. I just wonder what the job market is like for these. Or if I wanted to become a translator and learn to speak a thousand different languages. :-) Okay, okay, not a thousand, but a few would be nice.
But like I said. It's just thoughts. And I'm still sitting here wondering what the point of it all is...