Things are not so great here. And I'll give you a couple of reasons why.
Usually my life is happy-go-lucky and my biggest worry is pulling As in my classes and paying for things. But lately things are bad because of the environment in which I live.
LadiesMan has taken the biggest blow to all of this roommate garbage we have going around the boys' suite. TheOther and I haven't spoken since our argument Friday night. The next morning I woke up with the worst cramps of my life (which is maybe TMI but it adds to the situation). And tonight LadiesMan ate an entire bowl full of mashed potatoes, stabbing it with his fork because he feels like punching TheOther's lights out but is trying to be the bigger person here and avoid that.
I spend a lot of time in Prince's suite. I moved my TV into his room when we purchased a PS3, so if I want to play a game or watch some TV I'm in his room. I usually also have my laptop in there because I'm there for most of the day.
This didn't use to bug me until as of late. Obviously.
So on top of feeling extreme animosity flowing through the wall separating Prince's room from TheOther's room, I'm tired and lethargic. And nothing can really be done about this situation until tomorrow when the Housing Office once again reopens its doors.
Consequently, I've been facebooking a lot today.
It turns out that facebook believes I will be married in 2010. To that I say "Fat Chance, Facebook!" Because I am not getting married in 2010 but a lot of people I know are. Tying the knot is something I won't do until after I graduate college. (I almost just typed 'after I graduate high school' which would have been kind of amusing. Don't judge! That's how tired I am!!)
But seriously, I know like 6 people who are getting married this year - which I will readily admit that it makes me want to get married, but seriously. I'm still in school, I'm still pretty young, I'm not financially stable...I mean, there are plenty of reasons to not get married at this time in my life. And still my heart screams "please?"
I'll get over it. I promise. I satisfy myself by watching WE TV's wedding shows and TLC's 'Say Yes To The Dress' while I throw popcorn at the TV and scream "she is such a bridezilla! why does he want to marry her!" And then get all weepy and moany and change the channel.
On a completely unrelated note, in high school I was part of a small group at our church. I was part of a group of girls that were my age and involved in the youth group. We had two very awesome, Godly leaders and I've managed to kind of keep in touch with them since I moved away to school.
One of my leaders has been trying for six years to get pregnant. They've been foster parents and just adopted a little girl before she found out she was going to have a little boy. And the best news? Today they brought that beautiful little baby boy into the world.
I wish I coulda been there...